Happy cny @@

成绩出炉啦~ 有人欢喜有人忧~
昨天摆乌龙以为准准12点...
原来是UK time...
早上八点...自动爬起床了...

说真的, 虽然没抱着太大的希望..
我还是希望说, 会有奇迹的出现...
但是, 呵呵...这是现实~~
第二次就log in 进去了...
看了成绩...笑不出来~~

一个只差一分就另一个grade了, 另一个差两分...
这样讲好像是在为自己找借口...
成绩就是已成定局, 想要哭想要撞墙,
它也不会可怜你, 为你加几分~~
自己放了多少努力, 就耕出怎么样的收获...

接受接受~~
大年初一要开开心心啊!!!
好勉强喔~ =(

cheer up cheer up!!!

grr~~

Hmm..I feel like there is something wrong with my teeth or jaw, so i went to see a dentist..
He told me that I need to wear braces~
Price> rm 6000~ O.O

After that i started calling around to ask about details.
They said only rm 4k ++...okay not 'only'...'k' is a lot...=(
Government's one is obviously cheaper...but dunno have to wait for how many years..
I am not young any more...well, still young...just not that young...
so....I am having problem in making decision AGAIN~

I told my dad about it...
He said this is not a big deal...
Not a big deal>> not the money, is me wearing braces..
what he means is i won't die without braces..
and this is the profit thing..
At first I was unhappy, like why he has to disagree with me every time?

I went online to check...google...
Actually I dunno what I wanna search...just simply...
Then, I went to my cousin's house...
She had her braces removed not long ago and she suggested me not to wear braces..
It's because you will have a few of your teeth removed so there will be gaps...
And the teeth will not be that strong anymore..

Advices from professional, friends, dad, cousin...
I dunno who to listen to....=(
I hate to make decision, I am noob in making decision~
God, can u tell me what to do? Tell me in dreams tonight will u? ><

Back from cousin's house, touched when dad said ah gong is willing to sponsor me the money..
Appreciate that a lot but I am not gonna take it...
Although dad did not agree with me, he still thought about it and talked about it..
thank them in my heart~ =)

problem not solved yet.....ish

HaPpy 2012!!

新一年了啦!!!
HaPpy 2012!!!!
二字头了~ 接受不到也要接受~
反正, 年龄只是一个数字~ ^^'

30/12/11 去了大嘴叭~
搭lift时很有 '千与千寻' feel~
neh 就是小千去找汤婆婆那一幕~ XD
唱到爽爽~~ haha~~

31/12, DESA PARK CITY
第一次去, 原来还蛮多人的~
很多好可爱的狗狗哦~~
yummy steamboat~~~ =)
买了spray~
可是没有对象~ 很少人拿spray~
我们也不太好意思喷~
只是经过一群人, spray一下, 然后跑掉~ ^^
放孔明灯, 没有想象的那么容易~
然后, 要找人真的很难~

1/1/2012 去1u shopping~
想到去年的今天也是在这里, 不小心撞到表姐的车~
我表哥因为要去join朋友, 想说让我来驾，
姑姑却说, '不要啦~ 今天一月一号啊~ '
>< ><
吃了salmon roll~~
每次吃salmon都有种幸福的感觉~~~ =)

这几天都发怪怪的梦~ O.O

继续...
新一年啦!!!!! XD
希望新一年事事顺利, 心想事成~~
a brand new year a brand new goh yee wen~ someone said 1~ =p
加油加油加油!! =)

陳勢安 & Bii - 勢在必行

之前還蠻流行的一首歌~
朋友很瘋這首歌...
看歌名覺得...hmm..不會很好聽吧?
聽了聽...我錯了~ =)

* * *
我以為我已經累了
無法再回頭 沒有目標的翅膀

我試著飛越那扇窗
溫度卻讓身體 再次感到很沮喪

我微笑不是假裝 我追是因為渴望
我奮不顧身奔向 每一道陽光

我跌倒是種成長 我哭是一種釋放
我存在不是假象 我不管 我倔強

為愛付出瘋狂 為夢受一點傷
為保護我的信仰 變得更堅強

為執著橫衝直撞 為你說了點謊
別說我一直找不到方向

再為愛付出瘋狂 為夢受一點傷
為保護我的信仰 變得更堅強

為執著橫衝直撞 為你說了點謊
為別人看我不屑目光 昂首飛翔
* * *

非常勵志的一首歌~
值得一聽~~

Learn~

Comparing my blog post of this year n last year,
this year's 1 is obviously much lesser...
I still visit the blog, but most of the time just read friend's blog to know about their updates.
Used to write a lot of craps, about almost everything..
As time goes by, I am not that keen in sharing that much...anymore...
Sometimes, it is not easy to convert what is in your mind to words...

Growing up is no easy...
It means taking up responsibility, making decisions, and accept the consequences...
ALL BY OURSELVES~

I am afraid~ ( i m always afraid ><)
when I couldn't do something properly,
when I found out that there are so much things that I don't know...
I am sad,
when I disappoint him,
when he corrects me.
It is especially sad when those advices come from loved ones, although you know that they are for your own good~
But still, learn to accept and learn from mistakes is the thing that I shall learn~~

冬至快樂~~ 聖誕節快樂~~~!!!

晴天~

剛剛, 我阿爸一面切紅毛丹給阿公, 一面問了我一個很現實的問題。
我很現實地回答了他~
沒想到, 他更現實地告訴我超現實的事..
我無話可說...lol.. ( 這個lol純粹是擺美)

還有還有, 今天我終於會拔紅毛丹的皮了!!!
用手哦! 之前都是用刀子來切...
因為我以為皮很硬, 所以就沒要去試~~
LOL! 所以呢, 有時候也是要相信下自己~ ^^

明天就冬至了哦!!!
一年過一年真的好快~
吃了湯圓又大一歲了喔~~~ ><
冬至快樂~~ 聖誕節快樂~~~!!! =D

那些年...=)

感觉每个人看了 ‘那些年'...都想起了一些回忆~
想了想, 我的那些年.....

他, 不是同班同学, 是住在我家对面的邻居...
我们同校, 但不同班....
每天早上一起去学校...
但在学校我每次都装作不认识‘他’...好坏哦~ @@

不在学校, 就...another story 了..
放学后下巴士...一起走回家...
偶尔的傍晚, 会一起去游乐场...
有一次,加上我弟弟一起去, 我弟不懂怎样拿石头丢伤了一个马来人的眼睛...
那人叫来一帮人...吓死了..
'他' 拿了石头..丢向他们...
然后我们三个就往另外一个方向跑...还好没追来...O.O

有时候, 我会在门口看‘他’踢足球...
有一次, 那颗球飞向我, 打到我的...=x
‘他’跑过来, '打中啊? 哈哈哈哈哈哈'
‘没有啦!!!!' 我就跑掉了~ 都不懂是不是故意的~ 气死了!

我们常会去附近的warta逛...
那里不多人, 现在已经结束营业了...
那时候, '他'偷了一粒胶擦...
'Nah, 给你..' 我就收下了~ @@

记得有一次, 站在高处, 隔着一条马路...
我和‘他’的表妹开始对骂... 'X肥婆 %#$#%'
不要问我为什么...小孩子不懂事...=p

有时候, 我+我弟, '他'+他弟...
会出来...在路边...
用两个砖头...一个饼干盒的盖...几根火柴...一些报纸...
开始烧起树叶来...=.=
当时觉得很好玩...haha~~

有时侯的晚上, 会站在门口看'他'放狗散步...
偶尔的晚上, 我们会在门口聊天...
我们没有约好, 也不知道为什么一吃饱饭就出去了...然后就看到'他'...
有时候聊上好几个小时, 忘了内容,
之后每次都很后悔, 那几个小时应该用来做功课的...
但还是每次又去找'他'聊天...

有一个晚上, 我们俩靠在我爸的车...
聊聊下, '他'突然说..'Eh..我以前喜欢过你...'
'几时哦?' 我惊讶地望着'他'..
'二年级的时候'..我继续看着‘他'..
然后'他'马上加上一句...'不过现在没有料啦~~'
我就...'哦....'
然后, 我们又继续聊天了....

就这样, 一直到小六毕业后,
'他' 搬走了...就在不远的公寓...
但我们就没再联络了...一直到现在...

好好笑哦...我的那些年..LOL~
现在想起, 还是会忍不住, 笑了笑...=)