I..have a confession to make.

You know, human have emotions.
Unfortunately, it is not always a good thing when your mood is immediately known via your expression or tone.
I don't like to hide anything so I would just express everything out.
After that, I will be overwhelmed with guilt.
Sometimes, even anger.

What's the point of keep repeating the same mistake and then keep saying you are guilty?
This is the act of a LOSER.

I know, one day, I too will grow old.
I, will become like them, slow, confused, stubborn.
I know, I should treat them with patience, care and love.
I know I know.
But, sometimes, our perceptions are different and when they insist on doing something that we think is not proper, volume goes up to convey the message we want to pass, forgetting that their hearing are deteriorating, their intention are actually very simple, and they can be easily satisfied.

This is a long road of learning.
Time, is running. They never stop growing older, weaker.
We, play a part, to be with them.

I am sorry. I will do what I should.

Happy Holidays

I don't know what happened to me.
At times, I just feel like staying at home the whole day long.
And once in a while, I don't know which wire in the brain goes wrong, I want to go out so badly.
This normally happens on weekend.
This feeling is especially sucks when it happens during the exam period.
This feeling is sucker when everyone made a plan for outing and then cancelled them.
Leaving behind a girl feeling i-dunno-how-to-describe.

Hmm, it is raining so heavily right now.
Sometimes, I feel kind of guilty for doing nothing during the holidays.
And sometimes, I feel bad for not using the holidays to the fullest.
Thus, sometimes, I don't know what I want. (This is suckest. )

Anyway, Happy Holidays to myself. =D

终于考完试了!!
带着兴奋和迫不及待的心情回家~
可是，一进门就看见阿公眼部和额头都瘀青了。
问了阿公你做么。
很明显，是明知故问。
他，又跌到了。

唉，我忍不住，又对他大声了。
对不起。
但是，我不懂。
为什么他不要听话呢?
为什么他不要好好照顾自己?
也许，我不是他，所以，我不懂。

如果我是他，我会怎么做? 会怎么想?
这次没事，那下次呢?
他到底几时才会听话呢?
都是没答案的问号。
很想帮忙，说也说过，劝也劝过，无能为力。
希望上天保佑。