Happy Holidays

I don't know what happened to me.
At times, I just feel like staying at home the whole day long.
And once in a while, I don't know which wire in the brain goes wrong, I want to go out so badly.
This normally happens on weekend.
This feeling is especially sucks when it happens during the exam period.
This feeling is sucker when everyone made a plan for outing and then cancelled them.
Leaving behind a girl feeling i-dunno-how-to-describe.

Hmm, it is raining so heavily right now.
Sometimes, I feel kind of guilty for doing nothing during the holidays.
And sometimes, I feel bad for not using the holidays to the fullest.
Thus, sometimes, I don't know what I want. (This is suckest. )

Anyway, Happy Holidays to myself. =D