IMU - I miss u

It's raining now. But I feel hot. After waking up from nap, I am not sure if I was really sleeping or just shutting my eyes. So many things in my mind. I just got my ID with my name spelled wrongly. And I realized that only when I reached home. How blur! I feel hungry now. I miss eating Nando's.

Last Friday was like a girls night out. We went for a simple dinner. As usual, I would order my apple juice. She won't miss ordering mushroom soup. We were so high, wanted to try 'tutti frutti' for the first time. She said it's near her house. 'Very near only.' She said. Oookiee. I thought we were so near to the place, still planning what to do then. After several rounds, she started wondering. I can't help but asked, 'are you dreaming that time?' We decided to go back her house after that. Lay on her bed, so comfortable. We took pictures, whats-app each other though we were just beside each other. The day ended with the song she composed. Damn nice, seriously. So, 'tutti frutti' in Manjalara? Still a myth.

Today is Monday, Monday. I have this kind of weird feeling again. I don't know how to describe it. It's like inside you is so heavy. I received a sms. It showed 'Daddy'. Aww you don't know how much I miss you. I am always looking forward to weekend. I want my weekend to spend with my family, if possible. So, when there's activities on weekend, I would think twice. Oh, I guess this is what troubled me? My weekend this week is filled. =(

I love listening to our lecturer, Ms Crescentia. Her words are meaningful and thought-provoking. She shared her stories of losing her loved ones. Death or illness, we can treat them as part of the journey of life. We can't expect life to be filled with joy and happiness only. Right? Everything has two sides. The good and the bad. The positive and the negative. I am touched by the way they deal with it. She asked a question, 'Why do we have to wait until the last moment of our life to start loving people?' Something like that. When we have so many chances to do now, why wait? I tried to hold back my tears. Life, isn't just about 'myself', it includes 'others'. Learn to love, do whatever we are supposed to do, before everything is too late. Life, is a discovery of oneself, a journey.

Change

Morning. Just read a blog of my friend. I am so impressed! One thing is it is really long despite its small writing. Another thing is, it's inspiring. (Okay I find myself run out of topic to continue writing)

I want to write some in-depth stuff but no idea comes to mind. Talking about my blog, I never change it since don't-know-how-many-months ago. Be it the design, or the pictures.

It is because, I am afraid of change, I guess. Take my hair for example, my cousin used to advise me for so long to get me straighten it. And now, I am very reluctant to change my hair colour although I wanted so long to try a new hairstyle. I would go around saying I feel like dye-ing my hair. Then they will say, 'Dye lah'. My typical answer is, 'I am scared.' I am scared that it doesn't look nice. OR it will spoil the hair. Anyway, I might try it someday. Hehe. I just cut my hair. I am surprised that my ah ma saw the changes.

Something I want to do is, CHANGE. Change for the better, of course. If we don't do now, then when?

加油~

终于, 开学了.
还没开学前, 又期待又兴奋。
开学的第一个星期, 兴奋~~

以前开学, 第一天, 总有他的陪伴
没想到大学的第一天, 我亲爱的爹地, 仍然在我身边。
新的环境，新的朋友，
第一星期, 过得还不错。

第二个星期, 的第一天,
很往常一样去上课,
回家了，我外婆家...
睡一觉起来, 有一种不同的感觉。
没错，我想家了。
虽然这里离家里只是一个小时多的路程,
可是.....
爹地, 我很想你~ T.T

昨天, 跟朋友们去skytrex。
竟然plan成功了耶~
起初还很high, 但到一半那些男生开始 ngam ngam cham cham...
说不如去吃jogoya更好, 为什么要那么辛苦?
结果, 我们当然还是完成了~~
全部人都好累了~~
第一次觉得100plus那么好喝~
第一次吃nando's...好好吃哦!!
这一次, 唯一不同的是, 大家都已经找到自己要走的路。

Hmmm...Things are changing all the time.
Although the new place is still new for me and unfamiliar, I must get used to it.
Learn to grow up and stop being a daddy girl.
I miss home...=')

Think positive

在一个风和日丽的早晨, 我撞到了人家的车~
第一个反应, ‘我撞车?' 心里想道..
不敢相信~
那个人下车, 又跟我拿IC 和 driving license..
又在那边拍照...

我, 不知所措~
拨个电话, 'Daddy, 我撞到人家的车.'
‘我现在过来'
没有你, 怎么办. T.T

我在等他骂我, 他没有.
把车带去修车厂, 几百块免不了
因为， 是我的错~

接着去吃早餐~
我第一次有这种抬不起头来的感觉.
快点回家啦, 我不要给他看到我哭~

阿嫲问, '做么去撞人家的车???'
我, '.....'
阿公, '驾车要很专心~~'
Daddy 回, ' 她驾人家的车撞, 这辆又撞, 又撞 xxx 的车....'

曾经认为, 驾了两年多, 应该很熟悉了~
In other word, 自以为是.
这次教训, 希望我会永远记着~

危机就是转机, THINK POSITIVE~

I will always love you

Recently I got frustrated very easily...
when I was watching drama and someone called 'Yee Wen!'

when I was eating and someone said 'Eat more of this~'
I nodded but in my heart...' I will eat it, just not yet but u already....'

when I was sleeping with air-cond on and when it was time to off it, I off it...
someone asked me to turn off the main switch although I said it is really okay to leave it till the next morning.(I gave example like those places never off also no problem...but..). I don't want that someone with injured leg to climb up and down. So I climbed all the way UP from my comfortable bed...(tho it was less than 5 seconds but that was enough to disturb my sleep)

when I got on my bed and someone's pants' something scratched my leg . Started bleeding. I threw a tantrum...

when I sweat a lot...@@

And those are the time...I started to blame others...anyone/anything...
to make myself feel better...
After I calm down, I regretted..sometimes not.

Anyway, I always love the 'someone'ss.. <3

双亲节快乐~

落雨声 是思念的声 离开故乡孤单地打拼
有阿母车的衫 毋惊寒 阿爸尚爱问 你甘有吃饱

细汉时讲欲做有孝囝仔 欲乎恁人买大屋大车
这玛大汉无闲 为了生活 屋内是无影无声

爱的温暖 不是好额 父母的心意你甘知影
过时过节 有子儿作伴 就是好命
你若关心得说给他们听 毋免等有闲才返屋看
父母心内 你是尚疼的心肝 爱拢无变卦

你的心内 是一个有孝仔
甘是一个名 .....

福建歌~~
我觉得好好听哦~~~很有意思~

提早祝, 双亲节快乐~~ =)

Wootz 新一天鲁~
昨晚失眠了~~
因为......天气热 + 蚊子多 + 脑袋根本就没在休息
觉得....害怕 + 压力 + 累 ~
累...我最不想承认的...
工作, 累. 没工作, 又累~
有时候, 连自己也不了解自己...

最近非常轰动的绑架案~~
在fb也看到许多其它的 case.
不明白为什么他们能那么残忍~~
那种遭遇, 想一想, 都怕~~
现在的社会, 腐败了~
所以, 出街的话一定要非常非常小心!

世事无常~
我老师的朋友, 跟她同一天生日, 说好要一起庆祝生日,
谁知道, 在睡着睡着, 就........
非常突然~~
我又想东想西了....
要是有一天, 身边很重要的人......
我接受不到!
就觉得, 在忙自己的东西时, 好像忽略了他们....
要抽时间多陪陪他们了~~

arrrrrr~~~ 这个星期快点儿过吧~~~=D